Happy Happy!

I know..... I know ~ I have now officially turned into the worlds worst blogger ha ha !!
I have had the busiest of weeks ~ I think that I deliberately kept myself busy so that I wouldn't miss my boy too much.........it didn't work ha ha !!

Dan is back now ~ I picked him up yesterday and he was a little bit tired and a little bit emotional ~ but he has had the most wonderful week and as predicted ~ has come back with the most fantastic stories and memories that will stay with him for a life time.

It is quite strange ~ he seems bigger ~ more grown up ~ more independent ~ which I suppose was the whole point of the week ~ to give them a chance to team build and find their feet a bit more before they all make that huge jump up to senior school in September.

He brought back the biggest bag of dirty washing that I have EVER seem (tee hee!!) ~ and believe me I mean DIRTY!! They have been doing so many activities and have been outdoors in the gorgeous weather all week ~ so his clothes are going to need washing about 50 times to get them clean! Never mind ~ he has had fun and that is what matters the most.

Well, I have quite an easy day today ~ apart from Laurens dance classes I do not have alot else to do ~ so I fully intend to sit down with a cup of tea and catch up with all my blog friends (I have been so bad lately that this could take the whole day to do ha ha ) ~ I need to find out what has been happening in your lives ~ as I have felt lately like something has been missing ~ blogging is a huge part of my life and I cannot deny that I have missed you all soooo much!!!

Laurens preparations for her summer dance show are in full swing ~ I cannot believe that it is almost a whole year since the last one!! That is the thing with blogging ~ you have a record of these milestones and then you also have the realisation that time just rolls on by so quickly.....this year is shooting by me exceptionally fast ~ someone press that pause button for me PLEASE!!

I must also share a little something with you all ~ as I know that I am amongst friends (please be kind ha ha ha !!) .............I will be 39 soon (very soon) and I am having a total and utter crisis about it! Do not ask me why ~ I have no idea ~ I just woke up a couple of days ago and thought 'Oh my God ~ where is my life going ~ where the hell have the last 20 years gone.......what the hell will the next 20 years hold?' and then I had a total meltdown (I am such a wally ha ha !!).
I do not know why 39 has caused me so much stress ~ I am 40 next year and that doesn't worry me at all (Weird ha!!!) ~ maybe it is just the realisation that this is the last '30' birthday that I will have ~ I do not know!!!

Anyway ~ I am sure that I will be ok ~ and that this crisis will pass ~ they usually do (ha!).

Will be back again very soon with Daniels photos from his week away ~ the only problem is that he used a disposable camera ~ so we have to get them developed and then I will have to scan them into the computer............you all know that I am slightly challenged where anything technical is concerned ~ so the results could be......well ~ er ~ interesting??

Hope you are all well ~ look forward to my cuppa and catch up with you all later.XXXX